I'm fighting for air.
I'm feeling so helpless nowadays.I feel overwhelmed and it's getting harder and harder to breathe.
I feel like I'm losing once close friends.
I feel like just giving up and letting go.
I feel like crying half the time.
I feel like the world's crashing down on me.
I still feel like crying.
all in all,I feel like crap.
but then again,no one cares.
no one asks me how I'm feeling.
no one gives a damn if I'm happy or sad.
and now finally,all my tears can come out.
I wanna say to yall "don't leave me,please don't go."
but then,u might think I'm desperate.
well I am.
I want my friends back,I want my life back.
I want to find myself among this huge mess of whatever.
I really want to get rid of who I am now.
I really want to go back to who I was before I got hurt so many times.
I really just want to start all over again.
but I know that that's impossible.
I want to find me.